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VAN

cry of MY heart (:

i'm coming back to you.
turning from my selfish ways.
not hiding myself anymore.
Lord give me faith to trust.

there may be much that i don't understand.
but i know that you're my God.
i don't want to live for myself anymore.
this is the cry of my heart.

i want to love you.
all the days of my life.
through the good and the strive.
cos i know that you'll show me the way,
if i trust and hold on.
to your love.

what a lovely song. don't you think? its really so meaning. jm says someone from church composed it. its so good. its exactly what i want to tell God now (:

i hate exams common tests. they make us emo. sigh but i'm really so thankful that God gave such a great bestie. when i was feeling my down-nest ytd, while studying for ete, God let siach be my listening ear (: hear all my problems. it was such a relief to let it out. then God worked through siach ! to get to me, i mean. siach sent me this really long but very meaningful msg. it made me cry )': i won't elaborate here. but if i ask, i MAY tell you. anyway, my point is, siach was like half asleep when he was typing that msg, and he kind of didn't know what he was saying? so means all of it came from God ! God works in mysterious ways ! he's so amazing ! (: i can't believe how silly i've been recently.

so well, THANK YOU LORD ! and of course, THANKS SIACH ! ((: you gave me the strength and will power to carry on studying for ete (: after all the crying and pondering about siach's powerful msg, i felt so refreshed and ready to study ! hahah sounds dumb. but God's amazing !

hmm... ETE'S OVER ALREADY ! the worst paper this week done ! left eg2 [which is like exactly like amath. only a few new points] and engineering mechanics [forces]. all can pass one la. even don't study also can do well (: so i can afford to slack a little now eh? hahah.

in the library now. feeling so hungry. supposed to follow my class to the market for breakfast but cos joshua ps jingyi go study with his friends, jingyi alone at lao di fang, so i must come here and accompany her. BLEAH. and i donno what to do now. i'm so bored. i think i should do Math OnLine but i really don't feel like ):

ahya i go do la. so bored.

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