Well, nothing is going to hurt you unless you want to quarrel.
Beware of my machine guns!
i don't know since when, i feel that i'm like super anti-social now. it wasn't like this before. i used to be able to talk to strangers pretty alright-ly. but now its like, i rather keep to myself. its as though i'd rather be a loner you know? ahya i donno... just what's wrong with me? i feel i've changed so much since from the beginning of the semester. last time, i was like super guilable. and i'd tell you any secret you want to know about me, even if you just bugged me a little.
now, i don't tell anyone anything. i'll keep it all to myself. i share it with Christ though. praying that He'll help me. ahh... i don't even know why i'd rather keep it all to myself. i don't even tell siach! maybe i don't want to trouble anyone with my problems. maybe they can't help. i feel the weight of all the mixed and confused thoughts. and i don't want my friends to worry about/for me.
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i feel better now. don't worry about me.
this has been like a really tiring week. of not enough sleep and mugging like crazy! so glad its finally over!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE! (: tmr that is.
its abit blur cos we used phone to take. and its only the girls cos the guys refused to take pictures. haha.
joyce and shuzhen updated on the outing too (:
yesterday was FUN! played badminton with siach, jm, sam, teng, desmond, jie hui. haah i was late by 40mins. hahah sorraye! had alot of fun! teng's as pro as ever! or even better now. and samuel improved so much! he only started badminton classes a month ago and he's so much better than jm who's in the MI badminton team. hahaha and sam was like super funny he kept laughing at jm. HAHAHA. and siach improved too (: only me and *ahem ahem* didn't. HAHA.
siach, jm, samuel, jie hui & i had lunch at this really nice cafe nearby. i ordered carbonara & we ordered sidekicks to share. cheese bites, chicken wings that siach & sam were craving for and calamari that really sucked. ahaha and if you have guessed, i coldn't finish my food. i gave half of it to jie hui cos his fish & chips never came. hahah.
oh oh oh! samuel's so super funny! he taught us about gangs during lunch cos he say his friend in a gang. i don't know if its really true lah. but its super funny.
1) gang names are numbers. like maybe... 913 or something like that.
2) there are different groups in gangs. group 1 could be in charge of say admin. yes, ADMIN. HAHAHA according to samuel tan wei kang! then maybe group 2 is those very big size, fat, scary looking pple. that group is the scare pple only group. donno how to fight one. hahaha. then there should be another group that know how to fight one. hahaha! sam's so funny lah. cracked us up so much.
HAHAHA.
siach, samuel & i headed to jm's house. we played this playstation game like monopoly. with jy as well. hahah super fun! (: and i drank my favourite bubble tea. the one at serangoon is seriously the bestest! <3
siach and i cabbed home. he cabbed to his friend's house lah. i tell you ah. the taxi driver knn one lah! he try to cheat us lah. YOU KNOW I PAID 18BUCKS FOR CAB FARE. KNN LAH HE. cos he claimed he didn't know how to go to siach's friend's house. he stopped the cab so many times to check the directry, but he NEVER FOUND IT. we even spelt it out to him he say cannot find. then when siach & i find, we found it straight away. knn!
then like cos he needed to turn into the road leading to siach friend's house. he didn't take the turn into the road straight away when he could. HE MADE THIS REALLY LARGE U-TURN. we past like 4 bustops just to u-turn when we could have just turned into the road straight away! KNN. then after siach got off the stupid driver kept talking to me. he said something he thought was really funny. and he kept laughing to himself. but i didn't understand cos it he was saying it in chinese?
grah... then he keep driving so slow. knn stupid ass. cheat my money. see lah i'm all angry again. 18BUCKS LEH! last time i take home from changi airport also cheaper lah! 12 bucks only.
ok lah. i better start packing for challengers camp now. i'm not really looking forward to it. ahya actually, i've nothing to look forward to in my life.
11.25pm [/edit]
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hahaha. ahh... remember the times we used to play badminton in the canteen after school? and how much we laughed till our stomaches ached so bad? hahah those were THE days (: studying in the canteen after school almost everyday, etc. hope you enjoy your special day, dear friend!
studying at home, is really NOT productive AT ALL. GRAH! )':
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ete's the killer. i must work hard for it. i haven't started, BUT i will, soon! heh ;D
me & jacinth <3
ahaha cel acting dao!
hahaha anyway, I'VE GOT THIS REALLY FUNNY PICTURE OF JACINTH! you can ask me for it personally if you really want it! i'll be glad to send it to you, for a good laugh! xD
went back to school to study with zhengrong & joshua. i gave them both the cheesecake cos there was so much leftover, shuzhen didn't want any and i didn't want to run home again! that zhengrong ate like half of it la! hahah.
then later, BESTFRIEND DROPPED BY. and surprised me with, not one, but 2 BOXES OF DONUTS!! <3
see those black ones, they're oreo ones. DA BESTEST.
this is my msn dp now, and baocai can't stop suaning me about them. he says the donuts look so er xin. and he keep saying he want to go toilet and make black donut. geddit?
hmm... you must be wondering why this box only has 9 donuts? cos there's a DONUT THIEF IN ACSI. someone just stole one donut from the box. till now, we don't know who did it!
MUNCHY DONUT. zhengrong & siach vandelised the box.ahh MY DEAR BESTFRIEND ROCKS MY WORLD. LOVE YOUUU <3
i was nice. i shared my donuts with shuzhen, zhengrong, joshua too. wish jingyi was there too! anyway, zhengrong & joshua ate so many! plus zhengrong kept asking other pple to eat them too! even pple i didn't know. so i ended up bringing home 6pieces only )': i guess its not his fault cos he didn't know siach got them for my birthday. haiya sad la. out of the 20 19, i only ate 2! )': ah well, the thought counts.
here's some pictures BESTFRIEND took with my phone.
zhengrong ; MAOMAO. unglam shot! hahah
JOSHUA'S DONUT.
MAO MAO AGAIN. hahaha
haha thats me.
BESTFRIEND!! <3
BESTFRIEND'S ASS. HAHAHA.
AHAHAHA. i think he's gona kill me for putting these pictures up! ahaha there's more. for next time lah. hahaha who ask you ask me compile the pictures for you? HAHAHA now i have them all in my laptop! HAHAHA xD
but i still love you <3
i realise i don't have a picture of shuzhen!
we went btp for dinner at kfc. then after that the guys stayed to play pool. tsk tsk, i tell you ah. that joshua is bad influence can. zhengrong got paper the next day, joshua still ask him go play pool. ahyo.
ok laa. i'll start on ete NOW!
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thanks siach, shuzhen, gina, joyce, denise, jingyi, zhi wai, teng, desmond, gerlyn, cel, wilder, zhengrong, joshua, jacinth, shuyu, chessa [who sent to my old number, which siach replied.HAHA] , weihao AND YINHUI YIHUI CHARIS for your birthday wishes, smses, tags, calls <3
thanks SHUZHEN, JINGYI, ZHENGRONG, JOSHUA for the nice surprise at kap today (: thanks for the cake, the presents, THE PIG, THE BALLOON and all <3 life just wouldn't be the same without the 4 of you.
thanks SIACH, for the uncountable times you said happy birthday. through sms, on the phone & when you were with me today (: thanks for dropping by <3
thanks all, for such a memorable birthday. really, sweeter seventeen indeed <3
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and why is it i don't feel the least bit stressed?!
so terrible! i'm just playing my days away lah. someone should tell me to study!
its the study break now! so there's no lessons for some of us. i went back to school though, to study with zhengrong & joshua. that nicktam came too -.-
zhengrong joshua & i had lunch at canteen2. super funny! the chicken rice store auntie called zhengrong, XIAO DI! i couldn't stop laughing man! HAHAHA i mean, zhengrong's so tall he doesn't suit the name XIAO DI at all! hahaha ;D
i made a little progress on math today thankfully! but those two were like distracting me cos they kept talking and playing reversi & checkers on msn. joshua's so pro i bet he uses all his time at home to practice and don't study lah. hahaha then when i tell them to study, joshua says, "it's study BREAK what." hahah whatever.
chin & weihao dropped by lao di fang today too (: haven't seen them in ages!
and i realise my laptop's got lots of virus! like 200 over files! hahaha zhengrong sent me the virus scanner to scan for them, and it took forever to scan finish! and those two refused to let me go home cos they say must let it scan finish first! so in the end i reached home late for shou zhu! hahaha so i missed a little of elvin ng ): cos of them. grah!
i've a sudden craving of doughnuts! a whole box of them! hahaha xD
ok i will attempt more of math now.
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there could have had been an explosion lah! thank God the teacher smelt the fuel leak in time. or we could have just died, seriously. thank God!
studied in school with shuzhen & zhengrong. dinner & dessert at the market (: YUMMS.
愷™Kai™ alone...: u stomache ache
愷™Kai™ alone...: i say u fell into the toilet bowl
had late lunch after ete with junkai guanting victor alvin at canteen2. watched them play basketball after that (: guanting's so super pro man! that boy can play basketball, soccer & floorball so well! victor's basketball quite pro too.
studied in the library with shuzhen, zhengrong, joshua, nicktam. then we went to btp cos zhengrong needed to get slippers. shuzhen & nicktam left. zhengrong, joshua & i went kap for dinner. saw mrs joyce ang there. that joshua kept shouting her name but she didn't seem to hear. hahaha.
wednesday was FAT final paper. i sat next to baocai, the checkers & reversi pro [HAHA] , so we did the test together. and plus!! my whole class was on msn and we were all talking through mass convo, discussing all the answers. HAHAHA how pro is that! and i managed to pass, well too! 73% hahaha xD
friday. ete test. i was dying. i failed. hahaha mr ong said those pple he expected to fail, passed. and those who he expected to pass, failed. hahah you see, mr ong thinks so highly of me. HAHAHA. went library to meet zhengrong & joshua. those two were 'studying'. i was falling asleep. so i went home, to sleep somemore.
it's abit blur cos i took it with my phone.oh oh oh! farhan, my muslim classmate, WANTS TO EAT BAK CHOR MEE! HAHAHA SO RETARED LAH. musim how to eat pork!
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and s'pore too lah.
cf camp was like ____ .
joyce, romei, cel, dawn ALL DIDN'T GO. cel and dawn last minute say they cannot go! )': ahya but i know its not their fault. at first i was like super loner the entire camp. it was like so super sucky. like, everyone else knew someone else. and everyone else seemed older than me. ahya forget it. cel & her friend dropped by today anyway. and i had siach & joyce keeping me entertained through phone. i just wished siach was there to save me!
ok lah. i made a new friend. her name's eliza (: we studied tgther last night in the cf room till like 3plus am. then we went upstairs to the dorms where the majority was still awake playing bridge. haha so we joined in. bridge was probably the most fun for me out of the whole camp cos it was when started interacting with them. slept at like 5plus am. supposed to have prayer meet at 6am but some of us woke up at 7plus8 and were late for breakfast.
i'm so very sleepy now. today, we even played some pass the msg game which was somehing like shuttle run cos we had to run, despite getting so little sleep last night. there was like 9pieces of the puzzel to pass to the next person and we had to do it one by one. so it was like shuttle run 9times to & fro. so tiring! plus we played it 3times! that's like 9times2times3 laps! such a killer! i've ever ran so much since i stopped going for training!
i out ran some guy. he thought i was a runner? -.-
ok and i nearly fell asleep during the super duper loong closing prayer after that.
sorry to say, but this camp's like the worst i've ever been too.
i've never felt so left out before. i
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i need to study ete now. there's test tmr which i'm gona fail, but i'll make that effort to study.
ahhh its so awkward...
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i think i'm really quite screwed. it's 11days till the start of common tests. and i'm not even prepared at all. i'm lagging behind on a couple of my modules. i want to study. i know i need to start soon. but i just can't.
there are just too many things on my mind. things that i know i shouldn't be thinking about and things that aren't even supposed to affect me! and i keep feeling so sleepy. my eyes keep closing. but when i actually go to bed, i can't sleep till probably an hour later! what's wrong with me?
i need to start studying quick. i need to do hard core progressive studying. looks like there's no chance for me to take a break on my birthday, like zhengrong suggested. saddddddd.
and don't ask me what i want for my birthday. i don't know. you don't have to get me anything, really. i just want to run away from all this.
sigh. someone should just take a knife and stab me now.
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ytd siach and i went to j8. we ate at yoshi again. he went to cut his hair. so i went to walk around j8 myself. saw some really nice tops. so tempted to buy them. hahah but i didn't in the end.
went to church! we had fat man chef today (: i invited joyce but sadly she couldn't make it. hahah nevertheless, i had fun. siach & i joined teng and gerald's group.
teng made siach & i wash the fish! the cod fish so smelly & oily lah! -.- then we marinated it. siach put so much light soy sauce! the entire piece of fish turned brown. then he put SO MUCH PEPPER! like really so super A LOT! gerald took the fish and started blowing the pepper off the fish! HAHAHA then we could see the pepper trying off the fish! HAHAHA omgosh SO FUNNY! i couldn't stop laughing! SIACH THAT RETARDD! AHAHAHA xD
there was still so much pepper on the fish still so teng made me wash it! HAHAHA so funny. then we re-marinated it again.
then after that teng the pro-ded cook fried the fish with A LOT of butter! hahaha but it smelled SOOOOO GOOOOOD! yumms i love the smell of butter! (:
yeah then later siach & i went to talk to jm. pastor steven came over to talk to us. he's so funny. oh and his son is SOOOO CUTE! x)
hahaha and OUR GROUP WON 4TH PLACE. hahaha which was actually last place. hahah but its alright (: our fish was so yummy. cos it was so super oily and buttery.
amos so annoying again lah. and he tried to take pictures of me but ran behind siach! (:
went for dinner at the nepalese restaurant nearby with siach, jm, desmond. we headed for ps later. went arcade. the upstairs daytona is seriously screwed up man. my steering wheel like move by itself one lah! i couldn't control it at all! grah...
then siach and i went to harbour front. from there we took bus to his school. he needed to get his bag from school. but we kind of got off at the wrong stop. so we had to walk there. it was so dark! we had to walk pass some void decks with people sitting and lying down on the benches. i was seriously quite scared cos they could be some kind of screwed up gangsters that want to make trouble or something.
then we had to walk up some grassy patch with kind of long grass which was a little muddy/wet. eeyucks! i was so scared lah. it felt as though it was the foc night walk all over again. just that now its like really out in the wilderness all dark and all. FREAKY -.- then we finally reached the acsi back gate. ok it wasn't really a gate. it's the way the late comers sneak into school without getting caught. we had to walk on more wet grass, to get to this drain, where we went into it to crawl under the fence! omgosh i can't believe we did that!
van's such a terrible trespasser sneaking into acsi so late at night! HAHAHA.
it was like so scary and at the same time exciting. don't know how to explain lah. cos it was like 10plus at night and the gates we all closed, lights all off. we couldn't turn on our phone lights cos we couldn't let the security guards know we sneaked into the school what. hahaha so terrible. it felt as though siach & i were in some james bond or maybe RUSH HOUR4: SIACH AND VAN SAVES SIACH'S BAGS. hahaha. then we had to go into the drain and go under the fence again. my right hand got cut by the fence anyway. grah.
HAHAHA I'LL NEVER FORGET YESTERDAY. <3
and we didn't know how to go home from there. cos it was like the highway area and it was like impossible to get/call a cab. so we just took bus to jurong then cabbed home from there. the cab driver thought we were involved in ndp cos we had so many bags? hahaha.
got home at 11plus. so tired out. long day but FUN! <3
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see lah, how bored guanting was during ete today! hahah like small kid lidat! xD yesterday was the very last cats & tennis session! BUT I PONNED BOTH! hahaha i feel so terrible. but heck lah cos we used the time to do the annoying FAT project.
met hafiz & that annoying jack ass at 10am at the library. that idoit didn't even finish his table2! he claimed he couldn't find any info? like wtheck man. his ENTIRE table was blank and some of the blanks were repetition from table1! after i told him that, he still went to read his manga online! he didn't even bother completing the table! i was so pissed i could have slapped him! =S walao how can lidat lah.
jun kai said he was upstairs so we decided to go up to find him since he was doing project too (: hahah but he didn't allow that person to go upstairs so hafiz & i told him we had to go. he decided to leave the library too, so we had to walk out of the library then when he was out of sight we went back to library to find jun kai! AHAHAHA we're so scheming. hahah.
jk was with ben, ken, baocai, tiongsen, eric. hahah they so retarded lah. go kope somebody's room. then later we got chased out! hahaha xD
we stayed in the library from like 10am till 6pm! hafiz & i managed to do so much of the project without that person's help! (: but we couldn't do a couple cos we didn't have his info. so we made him do the rest today. jun kai & i planned last night to give him a good scolding today for being so irresponsible, AND BULLYING A GIRL! hahah but jk's so funny he exaggerated so much today while scolding that person, i didn't manage to say anything cos i was on the verge of bursting out in laughter! (:
met zhengrong on the way home ytd! (: he was going for his roller blading, which was like on my way home. hahaha so i managed to let all my anger out to him!
today was the VERY LAST of AMMP practical! x) so happy its finally over! actually i'm supposed to go for make up next week but heck lah. teacher say miss once its aright (: so i'm safe! we did sheet metal work today. stuff like cutting and bending the metal sheet. i didn't have the strength to cut the stoopid metal sheet lah! -.- lucky some guy helped me! i feel so terrible i don't even remember my group members names! and we've been in the same group for the whole semester!
pract ended early thankfully (: lunched with junkai guanting perfie etc. that person was there too -.- oh oh oh GUANTING'S FINGERNAILS ARE LONGER THAN MINE! hahaha.
ete was boring. i watched anson, guanting, victor play my need for speed.
after class ended, i headed to library. victor went to play basketball. zhengrong came. so did shuyu & romei (: but we all left pretty soon cos zhengrong & i had this math diploma talk. i want to sign up for the diploma thing but i'm afraid i wouldn't get accepted... somehow.
i talked to stanley again yesterday. he's so free to keep coming online these days cos he doesn't have school! apparently the weather in china's like really hot now. its over 30degrees! )): so the schools are closed. thats sad... i'll be praying for you guys over there! (:
siach is going to cut my hair tmr in church! hahaha i bet you must be wondering why church right? thats because its the only place that i can go into the boys toilet! HAHAHA. but now i'm starting to worry how my fringe is going to end up like tmr...
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FAT lecture was nothing much. we spent the time talking in the lt. i tried my best to concentrate on my AMMP. anson said i was so angsty today. ahya i'm only worried about AMMP thats why. i'm so glad its over now! even though i know in my heart, there's probably a 90% chance i failed. so retest next wednesday. BUT retest is the same paper! (: HAHAHA so i know what to mug on.
actually we had 2hour break. so managed to mug A LITTLE more. i studied like 2pages only?!? thanks to victor and the rest lah. some of us went convention centre to study. i turned on my laptop so can listen to music and study at the same time. then victor came along and plopped beside me. kope my laptop and looks through my msn contacts for people to disturb. and then he decideds to disturb dear joyce again.
i secretly think he likes her! AHAHA. then he starts disturbing my music. making the songs sound like remix-es. hahaha then later he video calls joyce, who's like in class? [HAHAHA] then, turns the camera to me. grrr... that boy.
then stanley was online too. he was talking to me. then victor started typing nonsense. he says not to blog about him but HAHAHA. i don't care. then my other classmates went high as well. they started doing handstand pushups against the wall etc. damn funny. couldn't stop laughing! alvin's super funny! he kept singing 我可以 to guanting junkai victor farhan! HAHAHA so funny. see lah with all these retarded people around how to study man.
then the test. omg i was dying in there lah. i donno how to do so many questions! ): junkai was so sweet for like the first time. he turned around during the test and saw my paper so many blanks and my -.- expressin then he went, "jia you!" hahah usually everytime he talk to me is to bully or suan me one. which is like almost everyday.
and siach called me like TWICE during the test and i had like 4smses. 3from him, 1from dawn. my phone was in my pocket and it kept vibrating. i jumped the first time when he called. i think the teacher saw me jump -.- hahah and i managed to pick up siach's 2nd call DURING the test [ hahah yes, i'm so pro ;) ] without the 3lecturers knowing! and i replied all the smses too. HAHAHA.
walked home to find siach. managed to put my laptop back at home and emptied bag of my school books (: what a relief. wednesdays is heavy bag day! walked to school. siach ate some really hard prata at canteen2. hahaha. oh and for some reason, siach and i found black pen marks on our hands. then later we found out his black pen was open in his bag. but i still dont know how the ink got onto me cos i only leaned on his bag when he went into the lift to change shirt. HAH. but that was my left side leaning on his bag. my right hand got the ink! so weird...
cf was alright. shuyu came and crashed (; so glad siach could come! cel came too (: after her nurses' day. HAHAHA. the speaker was really good (:
went to the library to find zhengrong. nicktam was there too -.- shuyu came along. we went to kap. met the cf pple. we ate and talked. shuyu and siach can clique pretty well i realise! HAHAHA those two are like so funny! siach says SHUYU IS RETARDED. and therefore retarded pple can clique well (: AHAHA. i'll tell her that!
oh and siach says AMOS ZHENGRONG JOSHUA ARE RETARDED TOO. their convo's like so retarded. if you're kaypoh enough, you can try asking siach. but he may or may not tell you. HAH.
yesterday was retarded lah. i only had 2hours of class. ete. damn slack. i couldn't understand the entire lesson. guanting, who was sitting in front of us, was watching this retarded jap show on youtube. DARN FUNNY. anson, hafiz and i laughed so hard we were clutching our stomachs cos it hurt so bad! HAHAHA. then mr ong saw us laughing so hard, he stopped teaching, walked behind me and watched with us! HAHAHA.
HAHAHA have a good laugh!
when i was walking towards library, i met cel at blk 56 there. so studied with her for a while, while waiting for siach.
siach overshot for like the FOURTH time [yes, i counted]. hahaha we went btp to get some stuff. then went back to school. studied with shuzhen jingyi zhengrong joshua (: zhengrong showed us some really retarded videos on youtube too! HAHAHA
HAHAHA ok enough for now! i like my new blogskin! (:
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