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ahh... i feel so ____ suddenly. why why why? EXAMS ARE OVER LEH! and i had so much fun friday with p4 they all AND YESTERDAY!! with siach, jm, samuel, teng, jy. sigh... ok maybe i know why. i've got 2 camps coming up. the npsu challengers camp and cf camp to go for. i suddenly don't feel like going. the previous cf camp was so bad, i think i've got a phobia of camps now.

i don't know since when, i feel that i'm like super anti-social now. it wasn't like this before. i used to be able to talk to strangers pretty alright-ly. but now its like, i rather keep to myself. its as though i'd rather be a loner you know? ahya i donno... just what's wrong with me? i feel i've changed so much since from the beginning of the semester. last time, i was like super guilable. and i'd tell you any secret you want to know about me, even if you just bugged me a little.

now, i don't tell anyone anything. i'll keep it all to myself. i share it with Christ though. praying that He'll help me. ahh... i don't even know why i'd rather keep it all to myself. i don't even tell siach! maybe i don't want to trouble anyone with my problems. maybe they can't help. i feel the weight of all the mixed and confused thoughts. and i don't want my friends to worry about/for me.

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i feel better now. don't worry about me.

this has been like a really tiring week. of not enough sleep and mugging like crazy! so glad its finally over!

short recap about this week. IT WAS SO RAINY. i rather it sunny can.

monday. studied with zhengrong & joshua at the really nice but ulu place in school, next to the plants & greenery. HAHAH. had engineering mechanics paper. then joined them studying again. hahah i like studying them (: cos i'll seem the most hard working cos they keep getting distracted and playing games. hahaha.

err i really can't remember what happened on tuesday.

wednesday. studied with zhengrong and jingyi at the nice place. nicktam & zhengrong's classmates came over to zee siao[new word i learnt from zhengrong!] us. they left soon after thankfully. nicktam stayed -.- he kept annoying zhengrong. then zhengrong keep complaining to me online, i couldn't study. grahahah. we had dinner at the market (:

thursday. i studied alone in the library[it was freezing cold!] cos zhengrong went home early & i didn't want to be alone with joshua so i told him to go home. pretty productive with no disturbances (:

friday. last paper. ete was terrible. i just might fail. met zhengrong at cheers. he passed me some of the notes i need for next sem. its so cheem i think i'm gona die man. there's amp & thermofluid. i donno how i'm gona survive. what the hell am i doing in aerospace in the first place? ahya ok lah. at least i know zhengrong can teach me.

we took bus to dunearn road to change bus. hahah and i made a terrible mistake of boarding a double decker bus. hahah i was on the phone, talking to shuzhen and i forgot zhengrong didn't like taking double deckers cos he's too tall he has to bend down the entire time cos if not he'll hit his head. hahah sorry sorry. my bad.

we took 77 to marina square. met guanting & alvin on the bus (: hahah zhengrong's really funny.

this is zhengrong's 3 reasons why he doesn't like to take bus[single decker].

1) when there are no seats, must stand. when he stands, he can't see whats outside the window. cos he's too tall. HAHA.

2) too tall, centre of gravity higher. so when stand on the bus, easier to get dizzy. HAHAH.

3) even if there's seats, he has to sit with his legs wide open cos he can't sit properly with his legs in front of him cos there's not enough space for his legs! HAHAHA.

haha this is why zhengrong will definately buy a car next time! HAHAH.

so we met shuzhen & joshua at marina square first. we went around looking for birthday presents for jingyi and joyce. hahaha we took super long to decide what to get for them. we finally decided on dolphine balloons & really cute stuff toys. haha glad the two of you like it (:

we all had dinner at cafe cartel. weihao was there too. hahaha that joker! so funny man. with him around we kept laughing non-stop. we had so much fun! hahaha shuzhen and i couldn't finish our food. hahah my chicken cutlet was like seriously so gigantic and heavy[according to weihao] ! gave like half of it to him in the end. hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGYI! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE! (: tmr that is.

its abit blur cos we used phone to take. and its only the girls cos the guys refused to take pictures. haha.

joyce and shuzhen updated on the outing too (:

yesterday was FUN! played badminton with siach, jm, sam, teng, desmond, jie hui. haah i was late by 40mins. hahah sorraye! had alot of fun! teng's as pro as ever! or even better now. and samuel improved so much! he only started badminton classes a month ago and he's so much better than jm who's in the MI badminton team. hahaha and sam was like super funny he kept laughing at jm. HAHAHA. and siach improved too (: only me and *ahem ahem* didn't. HAHA.

siach, jm, samuel, jie hui & i had lunch at this really nice cafe nearby. i ordered carbonara & we ordered sidekicks to share. cheese bites, chicken wings that siach & sam were craving for and calamari that really sucked. ahaha and if you have guessed, i coldn't finish my food. i gave half of it to jie hui cos his fish & chips never came. hahah.

oh oh oh! samuel's so super funny! he taught us about gangs during lunch cos he say his friend in a gang. i don't know if its really true lah. but its super funny.

1) gang names are numbers. like maybe... 913 or something like that.

2) there are different groups in gangs. group 1 could be in charge of say admin. yes, ADMIN. HAHAHA according to samuel tan wei kang! then maybe group 2 is those very big size, fat, scary looking pple. that group is the scare pple only group. donno how to fight one. hahaha. then there should be another group that know how to fight one. hahaha! sam's so funny lah. cracked us up so much.

HAHAHA.

siach, samuel & i headed to jm's house. we played this playstation game like monopoly. with jy as well. hahah super fun! (: and i drank my favourite bubble tea. the one at serangoon is seriously the bestest! <3

siach and i cabbed home. he cabbed to his friend's house lah. i tell you ah. the taxi driver knn one lah! he try to cheat us lah. YOU KNOW I PAID 18BUCKS FOR CAB FARE. KNN LAH HE. cos he claimed he didn't know how to go to siach's friend's house. he stopped the cab so many times to check the directry, but he NEVER FOUND IT. we even spelt it out to him he say cannot find. then when siach & i find, we found it straight away. knn!

then like cos he needed to turn into the road leading to siach friend's house. he didn't take the turn into the road straight away when he could. HE MADE THIS REALLY LARGE U-TURN. we past like 4 bustops just to u-turn when we could have just turned into the road straight away! KNN. then after siach got off the stupid driver kept talking to me. he said something he thought was really funny. and he kept laughing to himself. but i didn't understand cos it he was saying it in chinese?

grah... then he keep driving so slow. knn stupid ass. cheat my money. see lah i'm all angry again. 18BUCKS LEH! last time i take home from changi airport also cheaper lah! 12 bucks only.

ok lah. i better start packing for challengers camp now. i'm not really looking forward to it. ahya actually, i've nothing to look forward to in my life.

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