This blog is so not responsible for any thing that happens here.
Well, nothing is going to hurt you unless you want to quarrel.
Beware of my machine guns!

VAN

i'm so scared i'll screw up. Lord, help me please.

help me make right decisions, so i won't regret anything in future.

there are so many things running through my mind these days. i just feel like running away from all these, reality ; it sucks. i need a holiday. to somewhere far far away. from all the problems, nonsense, unhappiness.

i miss siach. and jm. and samuel too. and teng and jy too. i miss all the fun, happy times we spent together before. we should go out soon! i just can't wait for all your exams to end. end QUICK pls. i'm dying here without all your company. what a lonely soul i am now )': i miss you guys to bits! study hard now, dear friends! for Christ.

i miss chen long. he hasn't been online in like forever! i miss talking to him, that nutty fellow. even though half the time i dont really understand he's saying cos we have to type in hanyu pinyin and i usually have to re-read his sentence like 3 times before i understand. i still miss him! i miss him spamming me with all the funny retarded msn emotion sounds. they make me laugh so much. sigh i wish i could go for the china trip again this year. sad case got school.

i just hope i get to see chen long and our china friends again! before i die. HURHUR.

there's so much to think about. i get frequent headaches, like everyday... whyyy?

i'm coming back to You
turning from my selfish ways
not hiding myself anymore
Lord give me faith to trust.

i really miss you...

man, i cried while typing this. goodnight.

i want to sleep and never wake up again.

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i miss jacinth too. HURHUR. and i get to see her on monday. hahah HAPPY NOW?

hahah anyway i've got a livejournal as well. i finally remembered the password so may update on either blog. http://vantan.livejournal.com

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